back

that feeling.
again.
the radio plays...
down on my bed.
when?
i sleep?

pull me.

down.
pull me.
no strength.
no determination.
down.

monday

wake.
project.
school.
work.
tired.
my day.
my life.

let me...

please.
let me...
do the things i like.
i like too...
can i?

troubled?

i realised.
i am almost totally...
carefree.
i have...
my lovely parents, brudders and friends.
no...
crap relationship, distractions or worries.
damn.
i am kinda good.
troubles?
none.

why can't?

just another soul.
don't wish for...
i just want...
the simplest thing.
you can have it all.
it's ok.
but why can't i?

loser

after so long...
i am still...
a
loser.
damn.
never mind.

miss it.

do you...
ya.
out of stock.
disorientated.
it's there.
for the taking.
too late.
hard luck loser.
try again.

over

sometimes too smart for myself.
think then do...
or...
simply do it.
damn me.
deserve it.
no sympathy.

lazy.

too lazy...
to think.
to work.
to start.
to...
everything.
sleep.