just like this...

the inevitability to feel.
blessing to some.
curse to others.
the harder we try, the worse it may get.
life's about...
being happy. i always said.
how then, i asked.
like this...

am i...

i made lousy decisions.
i always question and doubt.
or am i just unfortunate.
realise that being nice never pay off.
appreciation are the hardest thing to come by.
the dark side beckon...
or am i selfish.
sometimes everything seem meaningless.
i think that's good.

confession.

i have to admit.
tried and played a couple other games...
still i love tennis.
it's the game.
i still stood in awe by those shots.
may not play a marvellous game.
but still...
i know i will never get enough.

the little green ball. xuxian.

hypnotize.

night is beautiful.
well...most days.
some songs just keep singing.
thoughts and memories come and go.
i am only one.
who?

just something i came across.