never

lousy.
yes.
trying.
yes.
but.
i should.
stop.
just.
go.

day out

the water and the sun.
splash.
then.
pain.
pain.
pain.

hold.

eh eh.
what?
hold on.
why?
wait la.
eh eh.
what?
sold out.
but it was just there.
no.
sold out.
again????

wednesday.

flip.
rotate.
roll.
splash!
wah!
pain.
woot!

sigh.

patient.
how long can it last?
threshold.
how much can it takes?
necessity.
drive changes.
it a matter of perspectives.
some never know.

i know.

i know when.
i know how.
yes...
i know.

oh

have not written.
for sometime.
forgotten i think.
a lack of inspiration.
with laziness.
sometimes there are things to say
but most times it's best kept.
i don't say much
nor do i reveal much.
that's me.
thanks to many.
and apologies to some.
many things await in the year.
what can they be?
where will i be?
how will i be?
trying...
we will see...

i didn't

late into night.
early it comes.
no.
i didn't.
not at all.
didn't at all.