loser

after so long...
i am still...
a
loser.
damn.
never mind.

miss it.

do you...
ya.
out of stock.
disorientated.
it's there.
for the taking.
too late.
hard luck loser.
try again.

over

sometimes too smart for myself.
think then do...
or...
simply do it.
damn me.
deserve it.
no sympathy.

lazy.

too lazy...
to think.
to work.
to start.
to...
everything.
sleep.