jaded

am very.
not me.
aint.

ouch.

stress when you are.
don't know what is expected
what should i do?
i got no reply too.
this situation repeat.
a vicious cycle.
the expectation misaligned...
sorry. should have done more.

roll?

a rolling sphere...

cube.

frustration.

i am a human too.

an invisible

nothing seen as i stretch out my hand.

lights out.

lost. 

as usual.

never mind.

just walk.

the light will come back on.

here.

missing.
unfamiliar now.
many things leave me dumbfounded.
doubtful.
questions.
unknown.
still. happy.
trying.
hoping.
still...
undecipher.
good luck.

summer??

motivation.
what motivation?
no one need that
in....
summer!!!

sucks.

motivation.
zero.

extraction.

that ache again.
one gone.
the other one?
angry.
pissed.
fear.

the night.

awaken.
cold.
inscure.
worried.
very worried.
i tried.
but not hard enough?
i will try again then.
head ache now.