here.

missing.
unfamiliar now.
many things leave me dumbfounded.
doubtful.
questions.
unknown.
still. happy.
trying.
hoping.
still...
undecipher.
good luck.

summer??

motivation.
what motivation?
no one need that
in....
summer!!!

sucks.

motivation.
zero.

extraction.

that ache again.
one gone.
the other one?
angry.
pissed.
fear.

the night.

awaken.
cold.
inscure.
worried.
very worried.
i tried.
but not hard enough?
i will try again then.
head ache now.

the room

the chair
the light
the mask
the little cup
the drilling starts
the sensation
pain.
swallow.

the mirror

as i look upon it.
it casts a reflection.
stop.
and stare.
it's going to be different.

never

lousy.
yes.
trying.
yes.
but.
i should.
stop.
just.
go.

day out

the water and the sun.
splash.
then.
pain.
pain.
pain.

hold.

eh eh.
what?
hold on.
why?
wait la.
eh eh.
what?
sold out.
but it was just there.
no.
sold out.
again????