troubled?

i realised.
i am almost totally...
carefree.
i have...
my lovely parents, brudders and friends.
no...
crap relationship, distractions or worries.
damn.
i am kinda good.
troubles?
none.

why can't?

just another soul.
don't wish for...
i just want...
the simplest thing.
you can have it all.
it's ok.
but why can't i?

loser

after so long...
i am still...
a
loser.
damn.
never mind.

miss it.

do you...
ya.
out of stock.
disorientated.
it's there.
for the taking.
too late.
hard luck loser.
try again.

over

sometimes too smart for myself.
think then do...
or...
simply do it.
damn me.
deserve it.
no sympathy.

lazy.

too lazy...
to think.
to work.
to start.
to...
everything.
sleep.

hmmm...

for a moment.
i realise it has really started.

nothing.

this and...
that.
everyone wants everything...
sometimes...
nothingness is...
everything.
i want nothing...
just want...

my pod, my shorts and i.

sick.

a time when burdens you have been shouldering suddenly come crashing down.
body overheated.
head throbbing and spinning.
your muscle feel the fatigue.
breath heavy and hard.
our mind wonder into the far end...
thoughts and images from afar surface.
as your eyes close...
we wish for...
wishing...

burnt.

can never resist.
a day out in the sun.
wherever it is.
the rain of sunshine.
soaking.
enjoying.
burnt.